3 yrs - Translate

DEFEAT
Trying to mask all the confusions,
But wait the kind of erosion in me is drawing conclusions,
Is it me or im i just suffering illusions,
Maybe i should give in to the hallucinations.

I'm trying, but the future is blur,
Reaching out to my distractions at par,
I moved out and now reside in a bar,
Drinking my past and pain further.

Tryna get up but always being pulled into the ditches,
I wonder who i offended to be be served humiliating dishes,
My wrists adhered to the cuts and blood gushes,
Should I just give up and respect the death wishes?

It was his last and first,
Me till forever, but thats the past,
I visited the gods and made a prayer and fast,
I'm ready to sail off and make a bow before sunset.

®️Muitenwwei

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